Control

So much has happened since the last time I’ve posted – making 2 potential risky decisions to cut ties with my PR representation and a high-growth client (AKA: cash cow) is something that I have to live with, but in the end, if you don’t take risks then what good is the reward?

Women can be very funny yet depressing at the same time. They yap off about how they have these standards and these ethics and yadda yadda yadda, but when the clock ticks, they will roll over for the dirtiest of animals, some of them appearing as dirty in appearance as pigpen from Charlie Brown. Generally the ones who love to show off and talk and brag and stuff are often the ones who are left alone when its time to dance. Being loud doesn’t make you desirable either.
I feel like I’ve finally put some closure to some things and can’t wait to proceed on with the next phase of my life outside of my professional career. Sometimes YOU HAVE TO DO IT regardless of whether you may want to or not. Just because you want something to happen doesn’t exactly mean it’s in everyone’s best interest.

I’m strongly considering going to culinary school before the spring. A black bakery male chef presents some interesting dynamics, especially since I can still break out a camera and go back to my old tricks when needed. That type of career though, will have to take place outside of NYC. And before the usual DC area talks emerge, that experiment was tried and failed twice. Despite the recent events or who i’ve been linked to as of late, decision is a decision and that’s out.

I’ll have more video and photos on the way, I’ve been sitting on alot of work, but have been too much in a different creative space to even fire up any video editing program.